So many things ran through my mind last night that if not for my poor internet connection, I would have written everything, right from the part where it all first started. The more I thought about it, the more I got agitated and frustrated.
You only see your pain, don't you? Do you even see mine?
Tell me.
Which do you think would have prevailed?
We put all our cards on the table. We work things out. We stick together. Granted there'll be fights, tears and even hurtful words in fits of anger. But we will still be building on our love, faith, hope and trust.
OR
You put me through that test, which I was not supposed to know anything about. We have long bouts of silence. Discontentment. Hidden anger. We pretend to let nature take its course. We made fate our best friend. We remain on a pedestal. A carousel that has lost its unspoken magic.
Fate has its way, yes. But I've always believed in working with fate. You want something good, you work for it. You don't expect something good to come your way when you put in only so much effort.
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First day of class was good.
My loves.
Rossy commented on me looking less stressed and younger. Must be the haircut. Heh.
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Sometimes it's hard to pretend to be strong all the time.
