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I am so disoriented today. Came to school early - meeting with Fazi & Ernie. I forgot what I had planned to do today, everything got screwed up and my mind's in disarray now. ARGH.

Didn't do anything at all last night. I planned to wake up at 3 to do some studying and watch the Chelsea match but no, the alarm and the call failed terribly. Best friend, we really should do something about it. Like I was telling her just now, I have no time for anything AT ALL these days. No time to think about anything else but work and I realised I have no time to even eat at the rate I'm used to. Work is piling up. I have yet to start on my assignment and my notes, omg, my notes. Gotta keep going.

Again.

If you thought that we were what we were then, where were you at the stroke of midnight on 01.01.07? Why did you leave me feeling helpless and so so disappointed? New Year was the day I was looking forward to all December and you made it clear that we were not going to spend it together. If you thought that we were what we were then, why did you disappear on the first day of every month? If you thought that we were what we were then, why did you wish me Happy Friendship Day on 15th Feb while we were watching teevee together? Why were you hell bent on not even wanting to see me the day before? All the careful planning for that day was foiled. Did you know about that? Then again, I've never told you.

My eyes and toes hurt. -_-

I miss you.

You. Omg. I cannot believe you actually went through all my older posts. Seriously, don't you have anything better to do!?

Ok bye. Class to go to.