Saturday, August 26, 2006

Not Just PMS

This time round, my cramps are so bad that I've barely eaten anything at all these past few days. The seafood was good though. WAHAHA. And of course, the milk. Knocked out at 11 yesterday night because I was completely exhausted.

What if being scared deters us from getting what we really want? What if we let something good slip away while we are busy and mindlessly being terrified? Does destiny and fate really intertwine? Do we still wait or do we just let go? We girls crave for warmth. Is there really a right one for each of us? Do we just know when it happens? What constitutes fear? Do we dare to take risks when it comes to matters of the heart? In this day and age, have we become too cynical or is there still a part of us that still believes in the one? Have we gotten so used to thinking we know what we want that when an uncertainty comes along, we are quick to laugh it off? Denial is everyone's secret forte.