o well

have u ever felt like you have been spending too much money on nothing at all? yes, i have. all the time actually. so i've decided to stop for this month. no more taking cabs, no more eating at places that will make me completely bloated and poor. i've decided to eat at hawker centres. HAHAHA. if you know me by now, i've never ever taken a liking to hawker centres. i will only eat there only if i'm forced to or if there's literally no other choice. that's it.

but then again, you will almost always have to fork out money once you step out of the house, right? so it's not my fault that i see so many things i wanna buy, mostly on impulse. you will say the solution is not to go out. you're right. however, i can't. honestly, my home feels intruded right now. not that i mind having the lil' cousin around but sometimes it really gets to me. shall not dwell on this matter. i've washed my hands off all this long time ago coz people just refuse to listen. i shall just spend time outside, be home at an appropriate time and be happy in my room.

doing research on 'being an only child' has made me realise some things. one thing is, i do not like sharing my space. note to self: do more drafts on the essay. haha.

ok shit. it's raining. presentation's at 430. grrr.