Friday, April 08, 2005

exuan,

do you remember us? do you remember how we became thick like glue? do you remember me always being there for you & you being there for me? do you remember our study sessions at holland? do you remember our late night conversations? do you remember our longest? it was 4 hours. do you remember telling me things i wanna hear? do you remember us sms-ing tons? my no. of sms skyrocketed to more than 1000 sms because we sms each other almost 30 times a day. do you remember us laughing at everything? even stupid things.

do you remember how we always have stomach cramps after that? do you remember the day you 'drowned' in the bus? do you remember me always waiting for you after lessons? because somehow, you always came out later than me. do you remember our trips back home? do you remember how we always tell each other everything, no matter how silly it was?

do you remember our bus accident? how you shouted for tissue when you saw blood pouring out from my nose. do you remember how i rested my head on your shoulder because too much blood was coming out and i just felt like dying? and knowing how much you hate physical contact, i realised how much you care for me. do you remember how we laughed at ourselves after that?

do you remember the day you ran down the stairs of starbucks when that asshole walked in? do you remember me running after you, wishing i could do more than just being there? at that point in time, i wished i could share the hurt you were feeling. but all i could do was to tell you that everything's ok. he's just another guy.

do you remember us on the track? laughing our asses off at my ex-boyfriend running with his arms sticking to his body. he claims its the way heroes run. do you remember how he laughed at your never-being-able-to-close mouth? and how we always have so much fun especially our shopping trips. do you remember the way i swished an invisible wand & exclaims, "POOTY!"? do you remember? because i do.

knowing you is one of the best things that has happened to me exuan. for all that you are & for all that i am, i profess no other friend can come close to being as special as you.

i love you.