i woke up early and i'm grumpy. so i'm gonna rant.

i hate it when people wanna know more bout people through other people. its freaking irritating. i know you ask not out of concern. you just want more things to gossip bout. it has always been like that, has it not? one story travel from one to the other. and along the way, different versions of the story come out. and it annoys me. its not that i care what you people think bout me, [ since yall don really matter to me] its just that you don't even know me so don't judge. o well, who am i kidding. sometimes, ppl just cannot see other ppl happy. somehow, it just gets on their nerves. like hullo? lead your own life and try to be happy please. sad souls.

all i wanna do today is read my books. but no, i cannot do that.

and to you. please don feel bad. its not your fault. its all my own doing. you reap what you sow. i'm just grateful that you still care enough bout me even tho shit happened to us too many times.

its ok to worry bout me, you know. its perfectly fine. i'm after all only a soon-to-be 20 year old kid whom you think does not know how to take care of herself. hah. hey, yes. i may be spoilt rotten and i've had a sheltered life all my life but i'm not like those dingus out there who seems to think that right is wrong and wrong is right. i know what i'm doing. just let me be sometimes.

i hate it when people fight. over stupid reasons. it gets on my nerves.

i have pins and needles. and i'm gonna get my breakfast now. good morning.